The Dog is big, and black, and very present. I have basically quit trying to write. Everything just seems just too much.
I had deliberately cut off comments to my blog because I don’t have the energy to reply to them. I manage to accomplish the mere basics on a daily basis.
And, to make matters worse, I am in a lot of physical pain. (Did I mention I had fallen off a ladder and landed on my back? I can't remember.)
However, I have been asked to reconsider the shutting off of comments. After due consideration (or as much consideration as I could manage), I'm backtracking on that one. So, yes, you may leave your comments. I appreciate receiving them, and I apologize in advance for not answering them, this time.
This is the best I can do, folks.
Blessings and Bear hugs.
Today's Weather Report
Rain tonight, rain tomorrow. And cooler.
Sunday 7 September 2014
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Hi Bear.
ReplyDeleteI didn't know that you had hurt your back. I haven't been blogging much lately, and I confess that I had no idea that you had fallen from a ladder and injured yourself.
You are always giving hugs to everyone. Receive a grrrrreat big (yet gentle) one from me as you recover from your injury.
Regarding the big black dog, I know that he continually shows up at your place, and I wish that I could make him be gone for you. Please know that you have friends you have never laid physical eyes on, and I hope you count me as one of them. I pray strongly and with faith that you will feel so much better even as you are reading the comments that you so graciously allow even though you don't feel like commenting or responding right now. Don't you even think twice about or worry about responding. None needed. You just feel the love and prayers and hugs that envelope you this glorious and wonderful day that The Lord has made.
I hope that your worship leading at your church in August was a blessing to those who attended as well as a blessing for you.
Continued hugs for you, Bear. Know that you are loved.
Your Sister in Christ,
Jackie
I didn't know about your back--I hope you're better SOON!!
ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry to hear the dog is back.
ReplyDeleteI wonder if it's anything to do with J's operation, an enforced change in routine and the stress that goes with it.
I do hope the wretched black dog leaves you soon, life is too precious to be so badly out of sorts.
So sorry, Bear. There is help out there; please find a way to feel better.
ReplyDeleteOh Bear a fall is never fun please take care of your back. I understand the everything seems to much thing, Take care my friend. Bear hugs B
ReplyDeleteThank you for allowing us to see into your den. I hope that the comments can offer you a bit of light to tame this darkness.
ReplyDeleteI'm sorry to hear about your back.
Sending thoughts of peace and healing your way.
((Hugs))
Thank you for giving me a chance to comment again. You don't have to answer any of them. I don't expect it, but I sure do like to say I'm thinking of you and sending you lots of virtual hugs and kisses, Bear. :-)
ReplyDeleteOh Bear.. whomever suggested you turn comments on was right. You need a lot of love and energy coming your way. I'm so sorry you're feeling so poorly. Please take good care of yourself and remember that the black dog often sleeps deeply, and will again. Sending you lots of positive energy and healing thoughts. Big, but gentle hugs to you.
ReplyDeleteI'm sorry to hear how much you are struggling right now, Rob, but I am happy you restored your ability to receive comments. Hopefully they will bring some light and love into your day - I am sending along mine to add as well xoxo
ReplyDeleteBear, I hope you can still eat chocolates!
ReplyDeleteTurn your eyes and ears to anything funny around you.
I'd sleep a lot too;[ after chocolate, sleeping is a great comfort.
And trips.
As in going South to meet sunshiny bears. Gray days shouldn't get the better of you.
It's okay not to answer. You need to take care of yourself and do what works for you. I'm pleased to say that I'm less depressed than usual, so hope exists.
ReplyDeleteLove,
Janie
i hope you don't worry about not commenting, mr. rob bear. your friends don't need that.
ReplyDeletedamn depression. i'm sorry. i hope when you can write that you will write. i know it means a lot to you.
when i;m at my worse, it seems that is about the only time i write poems. i wish it were the other way around.
blessings enroute to you,
love
kj
Hope you get well soon Bear. Just enjoy the warmth of friendship and no need to comment. Best wishes to you and yours.
ReplyDeleteI hope you're feeling better in every way soon, dear Rob.
ReplyDeleteMeanwhile, here are a few lines that made me smile:
FREE YORKSHIRE TERRIER
8 years old,
Hateful little bastard.
Bites!
FREE PUPPIES
1/2 Cocker Spaniel, 1/2 sneaky neighbor's dog.
FREE PUPPIES
Mother is a Kennel Club registered German Shepherd.
Father is a Super Dog, able to leap tall fences in a single bound.
COWS, CALVES: NEVER BRED
Also 1 gay bull for sale.
JOINING NUDIST COLONY!
Must sell washer and dryer £100.
WEDDING DRESS FOR SALE
Worn once by mistake.
Call Stephanie.
**** And the WINNER is... ****
FOR SALE BY OWNER
Complete set of Encyclopaedia Britannica, 45 volumes.
Excellent condition, £200 or best offer. No longer needed, got married, wife knows everything.
Jeepers Bear, falling off a ladder's not much fun, no matter how or where you land.
ReplyDeleteI am glad that you've got the comments button working again.
"Phootnote' made me smile. I think that dog might have backed off a bit when you started typing that word.
xo
I have been climbing out of a pit, which is hard after so many years, but I keep climbing. That Dog will run off.
ReplyDeleteGood Grief, Rob ~~~ had no idea you fell off a ladder! I thought bears were extremely sure-footed, well balanced. Come back soon.
ReplyDeletePS (that damned dog!)
Checking back in with you....
ReplyDeleteSending you another hug!!
hi rob, just checking in. you okay? miss you. take care.
ReplyDeletelove
kj
It's a beautiful fall day here- no rain, and low 80s. I got out and mowed this morning and filled up the horse's water trough. I hope you feel better soon. Sending {{hugs}}
ReplyDeleteHello there! Today is the 17th ~ wishing you a Happy Birthday, Rob!!
ReplyDeleteSorry to hear your tail of woe. I am hoping that the back gets better and the black dog takes itself off somewhere else.
ReplyDeleteCWx
My oh my! What lousy news that you are in pain!
ReplyDeleteMay you recover soon so you can be a pain free Bear.
Good vibes are sent your way....................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Oh my gosh, I am so sad to hear this. I know I can't do anything for you except to send good thoughts and prayers your way.
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ReplyDeleteI am continuing to pray for you and am hoping that you are feeling much better. Know that you are in my thoughts....
So sorry to hear this! I hope that you start to feel better soon, in every way.
ReplyDeleteWho else would see the beauty of winter ... but you?
ReplyDeleteI just thought I'd stop by to let you know I think of you often. I hope your sorrow is easing as the days pass.
ReplyDeleteOoh, a fall off a ladder and onto your back. Happened to me last November 30. Definitely a date to remember .
ReplyDeleteI'm sorry you're still feeling low.
It was so good to see your comment on my site. I hope this means you are feeling better. You are in our thoughts, Bear.
ReplyDeleteI haven't seen your name for a while. So I thought I would check in on you again. I hope you are progressing, not retreating.
ReplyDeleteVery sweet of you to compliment my bluegrass poetry ... going to be a long time before I attempt that again! Hope you are feeling all ferocious and bear-like!
ReplyDeleteJust checking in to say hope all is getting better
ReplyDeleteAs I'm just returning to the blogosphere after my summer/September absence, I didn't know that the black dog has intruded again. Since writing this post 5 weeks ago, I hope things have improved. Fondly and sincerely, Anita
ReplyDeleteHugs and kisses to you xxx
ReplyDeleteOh I am so sorry to read that you have been struggling so much. Falling on your back, horrible! Wish I had checked in on you weeks ago, will be praying for you tonight my friend. Susie
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